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Granger Smith vows to find 'meaning' after son's death

By Annie Martin

June 20 (UPI) -- Granger Smith is searching for meaning in the wake of his son's death.

The 39-year-old country singer shared an optimistic message in an Instagram post Wednesday after River Kelly, his younger son with wife Amber Bartlett, died in an accidental drowning at age 3.

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"In my house, we have united stronger and closer than we've ever been. We've cried. We've smiled. I've held my family tight," Smith wrote.

"I have realized that I will not slave over a search for answers, but instead for meaning. I will focus and then cultivate the light from a dark place, the good from the bad, God's will from my own plans," he said.

"I can rest assured knowing that River's assignment on earth was always intended for 1116 days and not only did he live it to the fullest, but he lived it loved by so many, including a mother, father, sister and brother who held nothing back and have no regrets on how much he felt that love," the star added.

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We've been on quite the journey these past few weeks. I've been dark on social media, but I still have a full understanding of the responsibility placed upon me as a public figure. I can choose to snuff that influence, or instead use my platform (in relevancy big or small) towards what I believe is right. I believe I'm obligated on certain levels to include you guys in my current journey, as I've been involved either personally or musically in yours. - The finality and mortality brought on by death makes life feel fragile. It can weaken, terrify and separate those close to it. But it can also awaken us. It can remind us never to take a moment with those we love for granted. - In my house, we have united stronger and closer than we've ever been. We've cried. We've smiled. I've held my family tight. I've found strength from God and used that in the face of adversity so that my wife and children can rely on me. I've guarded my heart and my mind during weak moments and graciously accepted all of the encouragement and empathy from so many. I have realized that I will not slave over a search for answers, but instead for meaning. I will focus and then cultivate the light from a dark place, the good from the bad, God's will from my own plans. I can rest assured knowing that River's assignment on earth was always intended for 1116 days and not only did he live it to the fullest, but he lived it loved by so many, including a mother, father, sister and brother who held nothing back and have no regrets on how much he felt that love. We should all be so blessed to be able to live like Riv. - Amber and I want you to hear it from us and not just read it, so we made this little video for you to watch. (Link in bio)Thank you for all the love, prayers and support. We feel it!

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Smith and Bartlett also addressed River's death in a video message Wednesday. The couple thanked fans after a tribute T-shirt for River helped raise more than $100,000 for the hospital where their son was treated.

"We are stronger than ever right now. We've gotten so close and we are going to constantly search for the meaning behind all of this," Smith said. "We will find the meaning and the good in this and to spread this message and his legacy. He'll always be with me and he'll always be in our hearts."

Smith's rep confirmed June 6 that River died in a drowning accident at home. Luke Bryan, Maren Morris, Kane Brown, Jason Aldean and Morgan Miller were among those to reach out to Smith and his family online.

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