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Camila Cabello on anxiety: 'You choose who you're going to be'

By Wade Sheridan
Camila Cabello has posted on social media how she has dealt with anxiety growing up. File Photo by Jim Ruymen/UPI
1 of 2 | Camila Cabello has posted on social media how she has dealt with anxiety growing up. File Photo by Jim Ruymen/UPI | License Photo

July 22 (UPI) -- Camila Cabello wrote on Instagram about her anxiety and how she learned to have more self-confidence.

"I never ever sang in front of my parents or friends and would get flustered when they would ask me to," the singer said on Sunday alongside a photo of herself laying on her couch next to her dogs.

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Cabello said people looking at her caused her to be overwhelmed.

"I feel like my whole life there's been two Camila's in me. There's little Camila that is terrified of the unknown, is aware of all the ways everything can wrong," she continued. "Then there's the other Camila. And she knows what she wants out of life, is aware how little I have to let little Camila run the show."

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I remember growing up hearing stories of the singers I loved, all the stories sounded the same, kids who would grow up performing for their families and putting on talent shows for their parents when they were little who grew up to be dazzling to me. I was the opposite, I never ever sang in front of my parents or friends and would get flustered when they would ask me to, I sang in my room when my parents left for Walmart and cried when one day I saw them filming me through the crack of the door, I got teary eyed when people sang happy birthday to me because people looking at me actually made me overwhelmed. I was generally incredibly nervous and socially anxious when I was little; and people always have this look of disbelief when I tell them that. I did an interview the other day where I got it again, the interviewer said something along the lines of "So... how'd you end up here?" The answer is, I feel like my whole life there's been two Camila's in me. There's little Camila that is terrified of the unknown, is aware of all the ways everything can go wrong, (actually can picture them vividly lol), and thinks it's safer to stay home than to play ball. Then there's the other Camila. And she knows what she wants out of life, is aware of how little time I have to let little Camila run the show while time passes by, and grabs young me by the hand and forces her out the door saying "Let's go. You'll survive, and I'm not gonna miss out on this. Let's go." And that is literally how I can sum up how I've gotten to this point in my life. (I'm talking about as a person, not success.) remember feeling discouraged when I felt like some people were just "born" to do things. That they always had it in them. "They were always this outgoing, they always loved to entertain, they were always this bold, they were always this outspoken." (.....continue)

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Cabello, in a second post, continues her thoughts on struggling with self-doubt and how it can be dealt with.

"The truth is you decide who you're going to be. Every day," she said. "The other you needs to grab little you by the hand, yank you by the hairs and tell you, 'Let's go.' Little me hasn't left. I just don't let her boss me around as much."

"You choose who you're going to be. Force yourself to do what you're afraid of, always - and go after what you want and who you want to be because you're worth that. You're worth the fight. It's the most worthwhile one there is," Cabello concluded.

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